
Self-Love Begins with Self-Tolerance
When I was young everything felt – alien
Family, friends, school, society, God
All of it felt distorted and wrong somehow
~
I fought for my Life
Attempted to belong
Occupied my Mind
~
Hated my self
My difference
My indifference
~
I was the 👽
~
Youthful addictions and suicidal thoughts are not signs of defectiveness or perversion – they’re indicators of one’s gifts of clarity, receptivity and sensitivity – the ability to recognize the enormitude of Life’s majestic beauty in contrast to the mounting insanity that surrounds and engulfs humanity
~
Truth and the experience of Love is overwhelming without tools of understanding
~
Sensitive Ones see through the insanity as if it were a comic book – while those around them seem as if they’re hooked in the veins to the cartoonish drama – it seems nonsensical and alien
~
The unbridled power of Love is experienced and real for Sensitive Ones – often though the experience is interpreted through the eyes of the socially imposed self-critic as depression and despair – unfathomed depths of darkness and loneliness
~
And overwhelming Love for the outward does not automatically mean Sensitive Ones are able to deeply Love themselves inwardly – am I right?
~
Self-Love starts with the seeds of Self tolerance – the growth begins from within
~
This is the way